Shadowy Recesses (named 9-2-2008) 10-12-2000
I hear a noise and there’s no one there
whenever I think to look all I see is blindness & blackness
only in the deep of night do I find what I crave most: org
in the light of day terrors spring fresh [from Donkey Kong Land] shadowy recesses
alone there is no one here to be with me
no true mind contact wherein I truly know that person
the object of my desire has turned away from me
a lifeless corpse alone in a mortuary wagon
burning with river swamp blackwater blues
books of ether-lore I head the shutting of the door
I turn to see yet no one has come to see [pee] [come to me]
lasting and enduring yet no one loving
dying and feasting off impotence
(no not the sexual kind)
flying in the fist of fear humbled throughout
haven’t seen wallpaper so long it’s a shame and a sin
haven’t known piece and quiet haven’t sleep decent
body aches of toils and sorrows
blood runned thin with arrows piercing my skull
draining my fluids slow comatose
Aruzi [Ae] {aruzei] AS Arisona Gjeand’
Arizona jeans and silver hipster gang bangers
shooting and shifting [don’t you know they’re a’killin’]

