Pain,Sorrow,Dought

      As i feel the sorrow and the pain,
as i walk through the pourning rain,
i can't believe i took all the pain,
I have been in many health units,
It was the worst days of my life,
there has been times when i did use the knife,
but at that time i did not think about my life,
I still feel that way sometimes,
i often wonder if killing myself would be a crime,
sometimes i do feel that way,
i guess i could get down on my knees to pray,
but what would i say,
I can't be sure,
but i believe thwere is a cure,
that is something i need to be sure about,
but i guess that is why i have so much dought,
and my journey has begun,
i know it won't be fun,
but that is when my life will truely begin.



                            by ronald hopkins
                                              a/k/a wings from god 28