Confusion sweeps my mind and I set by the fire,
Not knowing the blurriness the causes my stress,
Everyone looks at me with distressed thoughts,
Trying to fight these urges to free my soul,
Looking at me as a cursed creature from hell,
Nobody stands close to me,
Scared of being infected with this disease that's cursed me,
May be a little disturbed but know everyone needs someone,
Won't you see that I'm nothing more than human,
Sorry if I couldn't be what you asked for,
Wish I could change the way I was too... but it's not for me,
This is what I am and soon I will smile,
Because I will enter my paradise, a Kingdom where no one will stand,
But everyone will Lye...
Author notes
This was Written during a very upsetting time. I was feeling sort of down, and this is what came out. It may not be the best, but i did pour every ounce of emotion into it.
Written March 7th, 2004
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getting it out is what counts. i think everyone has those moments where we just fuckin bleed all over the page. it usually isn't very good and isn't gonna impress many people but that really doesn't matter. you were just releasing the only way you knew how. this is a lot better than most of mine that're written that way though.

