2MyParents

Im sitting here trying to think of what to say,
Everytime I try and explain my words dont mean a thing,
You dont understand why I cant talk to you about how i feel,
I cant talk to anyone,
its just so hard,
youve made me feel like i had to be perfect,
appear flawless to the world,
so i hold things inside,
tell everybody everythings allright,
i cant speak of my pain,
the things that happen to me,
its too much to put on the world,
just keep it inside,
and itll all be allright,
everyone has their problems,
dont burden others with yours,
dont be selfish,
care for them,
listen to them,
help them all you can,
your perfect remember...

parents, i didnt run away,
i wasnt trying to run wild,
i told you i moved out,
i had a place to stay,
they would keep me in school,
and help me in any way,
but you think i wanted to run away,
to go party,
you say i have no morals,
you say i need to have faith,
you just clearly dont understand,
or know who i am,
i love a girl,
and always will,
no matter what you say,
i dont know if i believe in god,
my faith has faded away,
but taht dont mean i wont find it again some day,
you make me feel so alone in the world,
i know you love me, i love you too,
no matter what i say,
"oh i hate you why dont you die"
havent you ever been mad
and said things you didnt mean to say
you wanted to know what i was feeling
now your mad bcux i let you know?
quit being so mad
and try and understand
i didnt move out bcux you didnt love me
or you werent good enough
bcux i do love you and i know you did the best you could
but i just cant live there anymore
i need some space
i need my room
i need to be able to be me,
and not feel like im bein pushed away,
do you understand now?
i didnt wanna move all the way here,
thats on you,
you wouldnt let me go,
I dont want to ruin my life,
i want to go to school,
to have a job,
to build a family some time down the road,
I do have morals,
you have raised me right,
but just understand,
i need time away,
its time for me to go!
so quit thinking i dont love you
when clearly i do.