Sitting there
Not smiling
Spirling down
I’ll do it again tonight
With less in my head
& Ill remember that last time
when i was unbarely cold
& unbarely sad
she was really loud
& i didnt mind
i called my dad
things that are not
the same thing
always float apart
stayed up all night
fuzzy words
comforted me
got my nights messed up
my days never
stay together
they float
under bridges
like sticks
im not healthy
im not ill
im too tired
i take pills
i think too much about myself
im in no pain
i think much about
how awful i am
it hurts to let you down
hurting was never that bad after all
i dont know why i care so much
that you do
i see everything
the lie in every word
but i cant stop myself
its so customary
late, good night
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really good poem i like how fragmented it is and almost chaotic. Loved it good job
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It kind of sounds like you are about to kill yourself.. thats just what I think
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oh. & good poem.
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thank you
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they float
under bridges
like sticks
AHH POOH STICKS
i was happy i could relate to this.
&& random story.
but you talked about sadness & pills.
so i thought i'd share it.
i asked ryan if antidepressant pills were illegal.
& he flipped out & thought i was considering them.
when really.
i just wanted to kno ahah.
well. tthats that.
bother. i think ive just given erin another story
to bash me on.
whatever :T
shes probably reading this thinking,
oh boy. what a dork.
& i'll say. oh no. not a dork.
just quietly insane.
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why would he flip out about antidepressants?
those are very helpful,
for certain people,
i think you just want to be crazy
because not being crazy doesnt explain
whats happening inside
& saying that your crazy would be that make sense
when really it doesnt make sense
& its crazy
but your not actually crazy
thats how i was at least.
but now i know ive always
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no idea.
& that secretly made sense.
but im pretending i have no idea what you just said.
because if people knew i knew what you just said.
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anti depressants increase the risk of suicide
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no idea.
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you feel good
for the five seconds your alive?
i dunno
but for some people its good.
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acceptable
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cause thats exactly
what i was aimng for,
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sarrrrcasm,?
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yes
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