Overreaction

Hey, umm this is kinda weird. I need you to read this so please, don't ignore it.


It's been a week since I told you
That it was time to bid me ado.
We needed to leave eachother alone
Now that your cover was blown.

I realize now that it was a mistake
Because every night I lie awake
Wondering how I can get you back
Without receiving a smack.

The truth of the matter is
I miss you even though I want to be his.
I miss your hugs
And you have no idea how much that bugs.

What am I supposed to do
Without you?
I notice you staring
And I wonder how you could be so daring.

Then I remember...
You're still waiting for this September.
By then I will be sixteen
And hopefully I won't be as mean.

I miss you so much
But I pushed you out of my clutch.
I'm really sorry for that
But now I'd like to chat.

Would it be okay
To put this all away?
Let's start all over
And I'll do you a favor.

Let's finish what we started
Before that day we parted.
Come on, please?
You're making me crazy as a hive of bees.

I'm sorry for pushing you away
But that question just led me astray.
I was scared to say yes
Because you went against my requests.

I told you I can't date
So you'd have to just wait.
You don't seem to understand that
So now we can't even have a nice chat!

I miss you so much.
Please come back to my touch.
I want you back in my life
So please... take away all this strife.

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I hope you understand... I made a huge mistake and over-reacted. I honestly was afraid of being around you if you kept asking me out and I thought that if I got you to stay away from me, life would be so much less confusing. but honestly, I just made it a heck of a lot more confusing and I'm sorry. I know you just said friends, and I realize now that I could've just asked you to let me have some time by myself for a while rather than telling you to leave me alone the way I did. Please forgive me... I really am sorry for saying what I did even though what I wrote is true. I hope we can be friends again... I guess next time I need time to myself, I'll just actually say that. please forgive me...