I'm Sorry

I'm sorry I stayed so distant
I was afraid of getting to close
I worried about being pushed away
I'm sorry if it was a waste of time.

I wish someone would pull me near
but that fear still lingers
After so many times you'd think I'd learn
but I didn't catch on until now.

I said it was over to keep from being hurt
but I know now you never meant to hurt me
I said that I was fine without you
thats completely not the truth

I'm not fine without you
My heart has me so confused
It's taken me five years to figure it out
I'm sorry if I ever hurt you.

I wish I could go back to that time
to fix the problem that seperated us.
It may not change the way feel,
but if it helps, I'm Sorry.