a Great Desire for Loneliness

IM TRYING TO BE DONE FALLING
ALTHOUGH MY HEART'S PAIN IS CALLING
MAKING IT HARDER TO WITHHOLD
MY FEELINGS THAT ARE TOO DAMN BOLD

I KEEP DESTROYING EV'RY NERVE
CAUSING ME TO CONSTANLY SWERVE
CAN'T GET 'HOLD OF REALITY
CANT SEE THE ACTUALITY

WANTING TO BE MY FOUNDATION
NO NEED FOR FORTIFICATION
ON MY OWN; NEEDING TO BE STRONG
A POWERFUL QUEEN; NOT A PAWN

GOD GRANT A SINGLE WISH; HELL
SO ILL BE FORCED TO GROW A SHELL
A IMPENETRATABLE SHIELD
AGAINST THE CALLING LOVE BOMBFIELD