4/22/09

I don’t want to see you around,
It’ll only bring me down,
You have no idea do you,
The pain you leave behind,
The way you make me want to die,
Everytime I see you these feelings I keep trying to hide come alive,
Don’t you know when I say I hate you its nothing but a lie,
I cant tell you I love you,
Because youre not even mine,
Gah,
I dispise you dude,
You make me want you,
To be in your life,
But you don’t want nothing from me,
Just a good time,
I want to be with you so bad,
Its killing me inside,
I wanna be your friend,
but you think I want you to be my man,
I do,
But that’s besides the point,
I already know the answer,
“Linda I don’t like relationships, you know that.”
You have no idea how many times I hear you in my head,
Repeating those words over and over again,
Okay, this is what I don’t understand,
You date all these other girls,
You hold their hand,
You give them all your time,
But you always run to me complaining,
“shes a dumb bitch”
“I don’t want to be with her”
“I don’t want to break her heart.”
What is it J***e? Huh?
Are you just with them to get in their pants?
I would be so good to you,
You don’t even know,
I’d bake you cookies every night,
Peanut butter’s still  your favorite right?
I’d buy you starburst and give you only the pink ones,
I’d smoke you up then we could fuck,
I’d walk with you,
I’d talk with you,
I’d fuckin cherish you with all my might,
That’s not what you want tho,
Your young and full of life,
Your just lookin for a good time,
So why settle down,
But that not what I want,
Im just askin for a chance,
Maybe for a little love and romance,
This is all kind of confusing,
Ive probably already done lost you,
So here it is,
Simple and blunt,
I want you be my friend
And well maybe
Someday
You’ll wanna be my man!
But until then ill continue to pretend
That I only wanna be your friend,
Well I sure hope I can..