Wonder Do you?

Some times I wonder.
Do you wonder?

Lighting seen after a crash of thunder,
One hot night in the middle of the summer.

I woke up from a dream, sweating.
Crying because it was over,  yet dreams are a blessing.

Atleast there, in my fantasies.
You exist, you and I speak.

I wish to hold you tight.
But instead your in his grip, thinking of him at night.

Waves came crashing through.
Drowing me, when I lost you.

without your presence, I cannot breathe.
I never thought this would be, never thought that you would leave.

But here I am, alone, awaiting.
A dream to come true, but reality im facing.

What should I do? Let her let go of who cares about her most, or fight for whats true?

This is my last message to you, after all we have been through.
I love you more than life itself, therefor cannot live without you.

So make the right decision, follow your heart and ambition.
Like I said "Love Is War."
And to keep it I'm on a never ending mission.

(I love you baby. I wish you still loved me.
You are the world to me.
And I cant live without my baby.)