4-7-09

My body aches for his touch,
Im so lost and confused,
How do I know this is love.
Every moment my heads filled with thoughts of him.
How his lips seem to penetrate my skin.
He's embedded in my soul,
from deep with in.
Im living a life of sin,
Hes not my man,
not even my friend.
He's only there when he wants to mess around,
he dont realize how much he breaks me down.
I'm sorry I cant be good enough,
I'm sorry man,
You know I aint all that tough.
I'm fragile J**me.
Ya know,
I'm gettin tired of you playin me.
I wana be your friend,
but how can I,
you make everything rough.
You build me up,
to tear me down.
You ignore me,
You make me sad.
Cant you see dude,
Im here,
Im yours,
Im just tryna make you glad,
to see my face,
like I am yours.
Your the man I truly adore,
When I'm with you life's never a bore.
Your smile takes me to a better place.
I gotta admit,
I can never shake,
that tingly taste,
do you know,
you have the sweetest kiss,
just makes me melt,
these feelings are deep,
the deepest I've ever felt.
I just want you to know,
you mean the world to me,
and yeah,
I already know,
You dont wanna date,
hell,
your the one who wanted to end everything,
but I dont want to lose you,
you have no idea,
how bad I need you,
how much I want to be part of your life,
this love I have for you,
cuts like a knife,
everytime you try and walk out of my life...