to YOU...my 2nd mistake

i once felt so happy
and never thought it could be
that you would turn out to destroy
every last part of me

i gave you all i had
risking everything for you
and yet it's not enough
that i still love you

i want you to stop
comparing yourself to him
it's now or never my hubby
you either sink or swim

i don't want you to hate me
but for some reason i feel you do
i never asked for such dishonor
from either one of you

i rearranged my whole life
just to add you in
i am even carrying
your purest next of kin

i guess i'm not enough
i was all that i could be
i just hope that
you never stop loving me

i once felt so happy
until just yesterday
when you said that i should die
and you hated me that way

i want to be happy
you're always going to be
the one that i worked hardest for
my gorgeous awful Lee...