why
damit I told my self i wouldn't
i have been so freaken strong
why now do i lose that strength
crying on the way home
the worst day ever
a normal day turned upside down
all bc my freaken emotions
my freaken heart
the only thing left
is to turn my heart to stone
release the pain thats held inside
move on from it
i dont' want to
i have to
i need to
its the only way
my heart will survive
either that or
just put my self
out of the misery
i'm feeling
there is nothin
i can do
there is no way i can change the past
life sucks major sometimes
no one should ever have to regret
just being alive
I do,,
now to choose
