With his head held low

Forbidden love
has me shaken
especially the love he is making
he taste so sweet
but when he leaves
my heart is left aching

Friends and benefits
are never good
leave you empty and misunderstood

Tall and slender
quick and witty
strong and skinny
man, he is 20

But i'm young to young for love
but everclear is strong
and my mind is slow
sex was good
but affection better
the love we made
couldnt have been better

its been five months the benefits continue
but still he is the one item on the menu
the one i can't have for its much to sweet
the one that i know will make me weak

our friendship tends to grow
with each touch we make
tell me now have i made a mistake
i desire him more then life itself
but i'd rather not send my lover to jail
he won't love me even in time
for he has closed his mind
i love him now more then ever
tell me this
how did he get so clever