Your Shining Suicide

Warm, sweet embraces
Turn into malevolent outbreaks.

Soft tender words
Are now shrieks in the night.

Sparkling gentle kisses
Have become piercing knives.

The joy we once knew
Ceases to exist.
And I try to go on
As if you were never a part of me.
Doing so is easier said than done.
Continuing with my life is impossible
Because..you were my life once.
The memories I wish to cast away
Are forever stitched and branded into my heart.
What was supposedly a temporary crossing of paths
Was actually a love stronger than either of us knew.
But that strength was just an illusion..
What we worked so hard to build up
Toppled to our feet in a heartbeat.

And now, I can't be your crystal clear vision
I can't be your somber dream at night
But I know that I can be..
Your Shining Suicide ♥