Razorblade Ecstasy

The Ex;

How I hated my life, from that day on,
The girl I had dated turned out nothing but a con.
She said she loved me, but we seemed not to work
So now I'll turn to my dimwitted quirk.

She was my everything, for that whole two weeks were together,
I felt like I could be with her forever.
Her eyes so blue... no wait, they were green,
I wonder if my poor, lonesome blood will have a fine sheen.

Oh, woe is me, no one is ever there...
Maybe it's because I now refuse to wash my hair.
I sob and I cry and I call up dear Sheryll... or was it Ellen?
And I tell her that I miss her breasts; like melons.

Hesitantly, I wipe away my tears and take out the razorblade,
Taking it to my wrist, hoping to cut away the pain she made.
I take a deep breath close my eyes; seeking my redemption...

Put down the blade... What can I say? I just wanted a little attention.



The Insecurity;


Oh my,
Oh dear,
The scale says what I fear,
I've gained 2 pounds - it's terribly clear!

Call up my friends,
They say I'm dumb,
And I tell them how numb,
I feel inside my bum.

My mother,
She said,
I have nothing to dread,
How can she understand that if I'm not empty I'll be dead!

The people,
They're fat,
They'd never understand the way I feel when I am flat!
Oh drat!

Take now,
This knife,
I tell them all I will; end life!
I say I'm tired of all this endless strife!

They come,
They pray,
More wander each each day to say,
They love the way I look, and feel and sigh and cry and Hey!

They turn,
From me,
Say there's nothing left to see here...
Mustn't let them leave here!

I run,
Onto my window on the 3rd story,
Tell them it will be gory,
It will be a sad end to my story!

They cry and say,
No please don't go away.

I smile, and they cheer
Though they know not that they had nothing to fear.

Why would, I fall,
From such a scary place?

For it would ruin - all!
The pretty of my face!

It was just beyond their comprehension,
That I,
That I,
THAT I!



Just wanted a little attention...