Living out here in this stifled little town
I t is so easy to slip up and break a promise
Put the pressure on so to speak
I made a vow I wouldnt dare lose my heart again]
Put it in on you
But I made a mistake and said it all
Without giving a thought that it would come
Back to bite me
or that my openess would offend
Its a shame that I feel now
not Love or Lust
But that must keep my eyes off
I know you are out there somewhere
Playing with hearts , devouring souls
Sometimes I hear you call,
Why I am not certain
I hear you laughing at me
Saying what a fool
What a bore
What a try hard
While you avoid me like the great plague
I know you were not interested in me the man
I was just another tool in the garden of plenty
Its up to me to change my thinking
And I have to keep my eyes off.
I believed I had a lot to offer
And you a lot to share
But in my delusion I some where missed the truth
Hidden between the lines
Now I hide in my cave a wounded fox
Nowing it was nothing more than a game of ego
And that i must now
Keep my eyes off.
Author notes
when liove kicks in poeple act so different but it is just an act and only a matter of time before it is exposed to that which it truly is.
Comments
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no one should take someone who cares so lightly. and no one can take the knowledge that you DO have a lot to offer away from you. this was so filled with emotion for me... the want and desire to be crushed. i hate head games... a pet peeve, i guess. i have seen too many friends play them, and get burned.
wonderfully sad read.
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Glenn,
This is fantastic! I soooo know what you mean. What a great job you did on this one! I love it!
and love
Nyetta
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