Distance

What has taken control over this once pleasant, sweet and delightful man?
A stranger is in my midst with a disposition that I certainly don’t understand
Who’s taken his interest to a degree of segregating him from those he loves
Now I must be on a constant guard and handle my conversations with gloves

Once I was looked up to and regarded with the upmost honor and respect
Prior to making decisions my thoughts and opinions were always checked
Now I am asked so seldom and even when I am the tone is one of contempt
A fear of an even further distancing keeps me from any discussion attempt

Fermented grapes can unleash the frequent held back feelings of one’s heart
Yet, when they are not well delivered or received they’ll only keep you apart
How sad it is that one cannot feel freedom in expressing any true concerns
The intention to draw towards a fire for warmth sears your heart with burns

So quickly any imperfections are pointed out as well as unrealized mistakes
If ever I were to do the same I’d feel impressed to again put on those brakes
The once caring sound of his voice has been replaced with tones that sting
Wisdom was given to he who penned ‘a bird in a cage forgets how to sing’

Lord, give me patience and understanding as I know I can't do this on my own
Like no other you can penetrate a spirit with love, and I strive to be your clone
Forgive me when I have feelings or behave in a manner where I am wrong
Please lead us back to the relationship we knew, and keep it forever strong