why me?

as i hide here my eyes shut,
listening to your voice,
i hear your gun go off,
i hear my mother scream,
then fall to the floor,
then you yell at my sister,
you say "your next girl"
i can hear my sister whimper,
your insane laugh drowns out the sound of the gun shot,
i listen to you limp up the stairs,
i know you are trying to find me,
you start singing a song,
it sounds something like,
"i'm coming for you, you can't run
i know your up ahead
don't worry it will so be done
and you will soon be dead"
you come into my room,
singing out my name,
i know my life will be over soon,
but i don't want to die,
suddenly you grab my arm,
and pull me out,
you look at me,
with one horrid grin,
you say "what a waste, such a pretty girl"
you shoot, i fall,
i feel pain and then its all gone,
i feel nothing except anger,
anger that you took my life away,
anger that i wasn't even twelve yet,
anger that you have taken away everything i loved,
you throw your head back and sing,
"i'm coming for you, you can't run
i know your up ahead
don't worry it will soon be done
and you will soon be dead"