I wish i could take my hands and wipe them on the world
clearing my name
and blaming it on nothing
that is here
i know what i have done and
im going to take it and staple your picture to the back of my head
because thats where you always are
theres not a moments passing
without feeling every single muscle in my throat
from trying to bare every second of being here
sometimes i even put on a smile
but i even have to bare through my smiles
and just wanting you to make me
and nothing else
becuase today you should have been here
you should have memories not just
