Yea..This is Very dramatic and kiddish...but It helps me get the anger out....I love her more than anything in the world..and through these times..I learn priceless lessons....
You love me more than anything
How would you feel if you were me?
I'm serious, not jesting. But I can't expect you to see.
I mean, you're just my mother! A Simple everyday Jack
And I'm just an adolescent; I'm a bit outta' whack!
A malicious monster; It's normal to be
Yet you'll brush it off and say "It's just her, you see!"
Sometimes it makes me wonder; why I even try
"Speak up!" "Shut up" And you tell me not to cry?!?!
FUCK THIS! I want to know why you won't listen to me
I just love how the other two somehow stand above me
Did I do something to you to lessen my value?
Look, I'm sorry to offend you with my imperfection
I'm sorry to be who I am with all of my problems
But ALWAYS remember that I hold absolutely no part in my own creation
Yes...That was entirely YOUR fault.
You tell me you bear love for me as a person and that you care
That's great to hear,mom! Him too! But you won't believe my worries?
You take sis to a FUCKING FINGER DOCTOR????
Seriously? And you shun me when I say I think I'm afflicted with Bulemia?
Are you serious? Are you for real? I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE YOU!
Do you know how it makes me feel when you decide for me...
You know what I feel? Oh, well isn't this just ducky.
I suppose it's normal for people deciding how others feel these days.
You love me more than anything.
Next time you contemplate what's wrong with me
Just think to yourself "It's just the Bipolar"
It'll be ok. It'll be alright.
Labeling me like a sickened cow.
I just hope to wake tomorrow, so It'll be alright.
You love me more than anything...
And I will forever love you more than all the stars in the sky.
