Did you really think I'd be ok?

Did you really expect me to be ok so soon after you chose someone else?

So soon after you repeated my history?

So soon after you broke the defenses I learned were so important to keep up to not get hurt?

When you chose her over me the hurt came from a place deep within that holds all the past hurts...

It wasn't just a week with you

It was the ex who wouldn't take me back

All the high school boys that found better prom dates

The ones that told me they weren't up for a relationship and then found someone else

The ones that couldn't even tell me they found someone else and just drifted away

It's the guy who doesn't even want to be seen in public with me

All these guys taught me to never trust any guy

But you got me to trust you and now you act like I shouldn't be hurt by what you did

Well fuck you because I was fine before you came along and now I'm not

And I don't know when I will be better but it will take more time than you have given me