She's bleeding out on the floor
They'll never see her cry
She has so many reasons to live for,
But no more strength to fight
One more cut,
That's all it takes
One more cut,
One last mistake
You say words can't hurt you,
You're stronger now.
The you cry when they hurl them at you,
Saying one day, you'll ditch this town.
You try to hide it from the world.
At school--you hide behind the other girls
You paint a mask and pretend to be happy and immature
When inside you're crying out, "Why does it hurt?"
The pills laugh at you from the bottle,
They're screaming your name.
You want to pop them--full throttle,
"One more hit"--It's always the same.
You've got so many issues,
And nothing for a resolve.
Maybe that's wy everybody leaves you,
They've got enough problems to solve.
The drinks growing bigger,
And your throats going dry.
You say you'll only have one after dinner,
Then several later--you can fly.
Can you hear them now?
After a high, there's always a low.
Are you happy now?
You're veins are growing cold.
"You can do it
One more hour and you'll be fine
Don't cry
Snort some more white and you'll be fine"*
You've taken too much today.
Hit too many lows and no highs
Nobody's gonna save you,
You get your wish--Are you ready to die?
There's blood everywhere,
Heroine, Cocaine, Alcohol and more.
There forgot she was there
(She's never felt so scared)
"I didn't want to hurt anymore."
Author notes
* Taken from another one of my works, "Lipstick and Cocaine".
Completed April 7th, 2009.
I don't know how much sense this makes, or anything for that matter. I wonder if you'll understand it?
Can you learn from my mistakes?
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I'll save you.
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I love you.
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