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"Character"

Tall and pale,
With blue crystal eyes,
The type of boy,
I wish for as a surprise,

In my dreams,
I see you as if you are real,
I continuously reach out and hope,
That I can just feel,

Your hands,
Your warmth,
You're all I want,

Your smile,
Your voice,
My dreams they haunt,

I try my best to forget you,
Yet I know I never will

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"Harsh Reality"

You're the kind of person I've always dreamed of,
And at first you had a way of making me think I was worth a second of your time,
Slowly, however fantasy has been rudely disruppted by reality,
I've only ever wanted to talk to you,
But the harshness of reality has allowed me to realize I never will

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"Death? Just Another Phase."

Each time I cry,
I feel another part loosen away,
They don't know,
But I do,
Another smile,
Another fake silent laugh,
Everyone thinks they know what they don't,
I'm a bitch for no apparent reason,
Or so they think,
Yet how should you react when all you've ever known is slowly drifting away,
I wasn't originally to be what I am now,
But something brought me here and I don't quite know how,
I want to leave this world with my name remembered,
Yet we're all just numbers,
Waiting in line to meet our maker and taker,

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"Perfect Hands"

I see your eyes and they're all I want.
Everytime I pass by you in the hallway my heart stops.
I remember the first time my eyes caught view of you,
how time seemed to freeze.
Each morning I watch your movement as you walk ever so flawlessly past me.
I watch your hands as you use them to gesture towards certain things unknown to me.
Those large perfect hands of yours.
The ones which in dreams I've placed mine in.
The hands which have guided me out of nightmares.
I watch in silence as you move once again past me.
To you I am just invisible.
To me you are a hero.
And yet I want the simplest of things from you.
I want your hand to hold, to fill mine, to guide me through reality.