Ditch the ads, upload images and much more - upgrade today from 5.95/month!
Read • Contests • Groups • Learn • Forums • Store • Help
 

Ruined Life

ADDICTIONS

You came into my life as a friend
Sharing all that you own with me
You gave me strength, and confidence
To face problems more easily.

At first you were gentle and caring
You made such a difference in my life
But as the bond grew, I depended more on you
Soon I wanted you with me all the time.

We know this is not a healthy relationship
Because the stronger I felt, the weaker I became
I was deceiving everyone to keep you in my life
Always finding someone else to blame.

My family noticed me pulling away
Spending more and more time alone
But I had to go out to be with you
You were not welcome in my home.

Soon my life started to crumble
I had given up everything for you
I thought you would be my friend forever
But a friend does not do what you do.

You caused me to lie, cheat and steal
To get money anyway that I could
To give up the love of my family and friends
In order to satisfy my need for you.

I lay somewhere in an alley
With you running through my veins
Waiting for the next time I could have you
Always believing I could change.

I’ve not given your identity yet
Because you are know by several names
No matter what you are called, you are an addiction
And my life will never be the same.

I want other people to be stronger
Not give into your ways
By not saying no, I wasted my life
That is a dreadful price to pay.

You have ruined many lives with your false security
So many people you have taken down
If  I had said no, to the alcohol and drugs
I would be living a better life now.

Mimicj 3/03 this is not my addiction, but it ruined my family.


Let me know how you like this, sometime I write to much sadness.

    I plan to revise this poem: please leave constructive criticism!
    : , Your review:

    Comment Suggestion: What is your your first impression?
    • Line numbers  • Invite them to read
    : no Cost: 0 free left 0 points, You have (?)

Comments

1 - 9 of 9

  • daviscth silver member
    April 27

    Edit | Reply
    You did a great job with this and it's ok to write sad stuff. At least I hope so because I do it a lot.
    Thank you for sharing this. It overflows with heartache and I wish you all the best in this problem.

    • mimicj
      April 27
      Edit | Reply
      This group has made me realize that sharing does help. Thanks so much for your comment.

    • mimicj
      April 27
      Edit | Reply
      Thank you for the comment, being in this group has made me realize, sharing does help.


  • misticmoonlite gold member
    April 25

    Edit | Reply
    oh I have seen and dealt with individuals with problems like this, and it does ruin relationships if it is not delt with immediately... good luck
    M

    • mimicj
      April 26
      Edit | Reply
      I have not been able to deal with this, it is my son. He refuses to talk to me. Thanks so much for your comment.


  • Sandygram
    April 25
    Edit | Reply

    Excellent Poem

    You have penned a powerful message so many can relate to no matter if the addiction in chemical, emotional or anything indulgent that ruins ones life.
    Very heartfelt , I could feel the emotion of many I have known.

    Thank you for sharing. Take care.

    Blessings, Sandy

    • mimicj
      April 26
      Edit | Reply
      You are right, addictions comes in many forms, but they all can ruin your life if you let them. Thanks for the comment.


  • BuriedTreasures silver member
    April 24

    Edit | Reply
    A heartfelt, sad, and emotional piece written with sincerity and honesty to portray your emotions.
    Writing is an excellent tool for purging one's self of their inner-most pent up feelings!
    Well Done!

1 - 9 of 9