Cry me a river so i can drown.
Try me again just to see me back down.
Not a pussy, but i linger in darkness, nocturnal forgiveness.
God's my witness, ask him if I ever gave a fuck.
He'll laugh and say good luck, cuz ima bitch.
Hating when I twitch. You wish I had a turn off switch.
I'm a renegade to most, sacrilegious lamb, but I've been misdiagnosed.
Tell me, who the fuck am I, wishing I could die.
It's just a part of life. Struggle, strife. Pen, knife. Listen as the devil plays a fife.
Up all night, trying to make things right. Fuck that, its not like me to be happy.
Still drinkin, smokin weed. No crack, no speed.
It's bad enough when I forget shit when I'm sober.
Sober...Son Of a Bitch, Everything's Real.
My highs over.
How to deal? ...
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