Never

Why is it some say
killers and rapists go to heaven,
But my love for women
will send me to Hell?
Not if I repent?
I have nothing to repent!
The world needs love?
Then why do I have to hide mine?
I'm not normal,
I'm different,
It's wrong...
Maybe for some,
it would be.
But not for me.
This is who I am.
I am not going to be
someone who I'm not.
I've tried.
It doesn't work.
I lived in torture when I did
so I will never again.
I may have lost
a huge chance at happiness...
I'll never make that mistake again

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Author notes

For National Poetry Month

I went to my grandmother's church yesterday and the pastor said something that ticked me off... Well, you can guess what he said, since it sparked this, so I don't have to write it.