Fail

I'm sorry I always fuck up.
I'm sorry that I care.
I'm sorry that I failed
and apparently wasn't there.
I'm sorry that I told the truth
and did what I had to do.
I'm sorry it wasn't enough,
That I wasn't enough for you.
I'm sorry that I feel the pain,
I'm sorry I react.
I'm sorry that the tears won't stop
and I'm a fucking wreck.
I'm sorry that I always go back,
because I live for pain.
I'm sorry I let myself feel,
and let you down again.
I'm sorry, but think you should know
you share part of the blame.
Your broken promises cut me deep,
for what I do is wait and bleed.
You became my albatross,
withheld the love I need.
I'm sorry that I want to run,
and feel the need to hide.
You were the one I always ran to,
but now I feel you've lied.
But most of all, I'm sorry...
sorry I was ever here.
You're better off without me,
so don't shed a single tear.