22 more days will be 4 years
4 years since our last kiss
4 years since I last wandered into your eyes..and found myself trapped somehow inside of your soul.
3 years since I was supposed to forget you.
I still miss you. In ways your cold heart could have never imagined. I threw my life away for security because of you.
It's not like it matters to you.
At some point during the last 4 years I've taken you off of that pedastle. I don't know why I thought you deserved to be there anyway. You were always a coward.
4 years doesn't take the anger away.
I stopped writing because of you. I pretended to fall in love with a man unworthy, just because he is strong. Not at all like you. He'd never hang himself based on a random rumor. He'd never leave me... so what if he's a fucking co-dependant asshole....at least he'll never leave.
I blame it all on you.
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Dena,
Hey, I hear ya... and know what you are saying. I'm glad to see that you are writing again. I knew you had more to say in you. Welcome back! I've missed you! Let it all out. Get it out in the open! You've got a great start here! Keep the ink flowing and Take care. Don't stay away so long. Love and hugs...
~Donna~
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4 years since I last wandered into your eyes..and found myself trapped somehow inside of your soul.
Those were my favorite lines.This poem is deep I see where ur coming from.Its kinda sad too,but overall good
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