God must have forgotten

I woke up feeling like I had swung low .
I feel so damn down and desperate .
Taking my wind , and being so slow .
I guess I never thought it was wrong .
Leaving me here to suffer .
What all have I done ?

Give me a time from the very first day.
I remember that you wanted me then .
Now it seems things have changed.
Now , instead , you want them .

I can't be what you need , I am not new .
I wish you didn't feel that way and had a heart.
Oh yeah , I forgot you are YOU .

Love just isn't what I thought it was .
Or it seems like I have lost you.
It seemz like a bad dream and beacuse .
I have to live life without you .

You were my wife one day.
And then you were gone.
I used to know who you were .
Now , I feel I was wrong .

The love I had inside for you .
Was not enough to keep you here.
I have been searching for you .
Now I have to face the fear .

You changed me , in my heart .
You left me hopless .
Now , I'm torn apart .
God must have forgotten about me.