Afraid

This bliss turns the bare heart to solid black
Down on my knees it screams like a heart attack
Love is like a funeral, where visions go and die
Love is like a funeral, where we fall to cry
And in the dreaming mind we sing a love lost another gained
powerless and drained...

This sadness sucks at me like leaches
This sadness breaks me into peices
This world is colder than deaths hand
Is this what you planned?

I don't want to go down this road
Are you telling me a secret code?
If you don't want me just say it.
just be straight with me and admit it.
This isn't what you wanted to show for.
This isn't what I'm made for!
Maybe a dame
But I'm Not a game...

Now I scream
This isn't a dream!
This is real
I'm afraid to feel
Colors fade
I'm afraid...