My eutopia

Due to the intricacy of your insane hold on me.
I've created my own secret escape into fantasy.
It's a place full of laughter and a place full of silence.
It´s a place void of anger and a place void of violence.
It's encompassed by a force field that no man can breach.
It is completely sound proof, impervious to your speech.

There's an everlasting light to forever fill this place.
A darkness also lingers here to blacken out your face.
Here no one is welcome, it will never grace your sight.
Manipulation, deceitfulness, I kill with pure delight.
This is my fortress which gets stronger as time goes by.
I'll never let you back in here, for I would rather die.

I'd rather be tortured for fifteen days,
than to be touched one time by you.
I'd rather have my arms ripped off,
and then plastered on with glue.
I'd rather have my insides torched
by an endless, hateful fire,
Than ever have to fill your need
of your insidious desires.

I see the truth of your stagnant face,
it brings unnatural hate.
I hear the lies and they make me sick,
in your pathetic state.
I must admit you are dead to me,
you're buried by disgrace.
Your spirit tries to haunt and taunt,
yet I banish it from this place.