Please Write Back

Why'd ya break my heart boy
Just to know you could
Runnin thru these streets
Maybe I misunderstood

You said I'd always be your girl
Now I'm sitting in this mess
Dealing with your guilty family
And the things they won't confess

Another one called last Monday
Askin if I'm hangin on
I felt like fuckin screaming
But I played along

Didn't you hear me cryin
The breaking sobs within my voice
I patched the broken promises
I thought you'd made your choice

Sometimes I get so sad
It really gets me down
Tryin to stay so strong
Knowing you won't be back around

I asked another doctor
If he really thought I'd make it
He just smiled and talked of time
I smiled back then took the scrip

Our kids are doing better now
Hoped I'd too be on my way
To that peaceful place some how
But seems the grief is here to stay

So if you have suggestions
On how to live without you
Please send some heavenly answers
Cuz I haven't got a clue