maybe its just me
one person isn't supposed to make you happy
no ones going to save you
unless you save yourself
sitting on shower floors
holding back tears for someone else
don't throw your life away at fifteen
and at the same time deciding to be amazing right now
would be stupid
we're in the screwiest emotional states
and have the most unstable feelings
no one has any answers
just a lot more problems
and a wide variety of drugs
to keep you happy for a while
& i've gotten so lost no one can save me but myself
because if someone else saved me
i wouldn't be safe
Author notes
still can't cry
and for some reason i feel responsible for everyones sadness.
i've ruined myself
andi have no cure for you
its like a blog / poem
a lot of small poem ideas with a new subject every stanza
some ideas get across with repetition
and some things hold good imagery.
take it or leave it.
tell me what you think
Comments
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this is really
good,
i should really comment these when i first read them, ill start doing that -
Naive from the kooks helps me cry, then i feel worse but its not about other people at least, just kindof pointless sad which in a weird way makes more sense. this poem kinda seems like a weird paradox of being independently dependant.

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ahha,
i'm sad for no reason and i spend time wondering why im sad
i've come up with good reasons but i'm not entirely sure,
i don't write much anymore
this is a reallly sad excuse for a poem
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well.
i most definately can relate?
& yeah. everyone's sadness is my fault too.
& i almost feel responsible for the economy
which is odd.?
since that really shouldnt be my fault.
whatever. nice poem. -
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ahha, thankssss.
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