Hush!

Lost in self distruction,
my body's is slowly dying.
Everybody see this
but nobody is crying.
Not even myself,
as my body rots
I think back to all the lessons,
I should have been taught.
All the guys that used me,
who have hurt me and broke my heart,
the nights I cried myself to sleep.
I was always wrong from the start.

So, hush little baby
Dont let them hear you whimper
and you'll be safe
it's just that fucking simple.

I always showed my weeknesses
and that's what they used to hurt me.
Over and over again,
the same old fucking rutine
I was blinded by pain,
all the alcohol and drugs.
They made everything seem better,
I drown myself in bud.

Hush, little girl,
Dont let them smell your pot
If that is gone
all has been lost.

I'd hide my so-co in my Pepsi
so nothing seemed out of place
I'd drink it all so quickly
There wouldn't even be a taste.
Nobody seen what was going on
or how my money went for the cause
I just wanted to be in a better place,
Some where close to OZ

Hush, little adolecent
sip your whiskey down
loose sense of everything
just to kill your frown

I'd pop a handful of "this",
and eat a bottle of "that",
just to fill a void,
to make up for what I lack
I let my organs get ate away
to forget about the bad
so when I'd run out
I get tremendously mad.
I got the chance to relize what I had done to myself
but I realized it all too late
Far too late for help

So, hush little fuck up,
slowly drift to sleep,
take a little more,
so you'll never have to awake.