Sinking Away

Have you ever felt like you're slipping away
My life should be so perfect right now
A boyfriend and family who love me
Getting decent grades in college yet
I feel myself slipping away into a dark abyss
I can't crawl out this time it's too hard
I just want to sink into oblivion and forget I ever existed
I always seem to hurt the ones I love
By making perfect lines of red in my skin
They all worry so the lies roll off my tongue as if it's nothing
Keeping this secret only leads to lies
Everyone in my mind would be better off without me
Take one too many lithium and sink into non-existence
How can I feel so much pain and still exist
Sinking away into non-existence forever.