I Wish I Could Tell You How I feel

I wish I could tell you
just how I feel.
But you know my situation
so lets be real.
You make me laugh
and smile all the time.
You soothe my spirit
when I'm feeling down.
But you know my situation
I'm married that's why.

My marriage is falling
and falling fast indeed.
I have tried and tried
to make this last.
But the more I try
the more I cry.
And I keep asking myself
  "WHY, WHY,WHY"

Why is this happening to
someone like me.
I give ALL my love
and time you see.
I don't get the commitments
I don't get the attention
  I don't get the desire
    That's do to me.
He makes comments
of other females you see.
He notices everything about them
but nothing about me.

And this is why it is hard for me
"telling you how I feel just might kill me".
I do care for you
but you will never know how much.
This is why your friendship
is so dear to me.
Your heart is full of love
believe me I CAN SEE.
We were nothing more than acquaintances
for a while you see.
And now we are good friends
and that's fine with me.