Have I Lost All Grace?

Discordant tunes ring through heavenly skies
As angels listlessly hover on by
Stricken with fevers of blasphemous dreams
Heed my words, not all is as it seems

And I listen to their cries
My mind remains in constant decay
Mortal fears begin to arise
Diamonds gleam on every moonlit ray
'Til dark nights fade to day

The bittersweet taste of tears
Slowly churns to crimson thorns
A crown of stars writhes upon my head
From holy grounds rise devil horns
Soon I shall dance among the proudest dead

I feel a tragedy awaking to my screams
One kiss made the heavens free
But, his silence creeps to my seams
Ripping apart all hope in me

That night, that blissful night
Where the stars ceased their roars
Of 3 insanities

The dreary moonlight, like a neon storm
Combines with the pallor in his face
To see such beauty in human form
My blood begged to pour like crimson lace

Why must it end, and never begin again
The clouds dance, with Gothic romance

One kiss upon my dead lips
And all knowledge was gone with the wind
He walks away, I wish to stay
But, the heavens grew too dim

Riding upon favorite nightmares
A scorched heart undetected there
A terrible disarray of one's own mind
Can make one still dream of suicide.

~Have I Lost All Grace?~