im having a break down
its hurting more then me at this point
i feel swo angry and yet so depressed
its like im fighting agaisnt myself
i can barely breathe
everyones givin up
and maybe i should to
i just cant handle life
i just want to let go
i cut everyday more then i used to
not as deep but to many
i take way to many pills
i drink and smoke weed
but what does it matter cuz i certainly dont
im on a verge of a mental break down i just cant take it
why do i have to be the one that face this
this demon thats inside
its tearing me apart and i just want to die
im afraid of the help that they give me im afraid to let the one person thats cares abot me down
and yet i just want to let go
no one really cares or knows whats going through my head
i know i should talk but its like i cant
this is my onw attempt to get it out
i just want to let go
im on a verge of a break down
and im about to let go
maybe its for the best
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i just dont know anymore
lifes chaotic
i keep havin these panic attacks today
and its been a while since i had one last
my family pretty much gave up on me and said they dont want me
my friends well not no more they dont want to deal with my shit either
i feel like i have no one to turn to and i just dont know what to do
uggghhhh
i just dont
im trying to dtay strong but its really hard to
What do you think?
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im sorry your still going through this, i hope things get better.
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A poet after my own heart.
I like what Ive read in your writing so far.
I love how you just let go. Let it flow.
Excellent. Hope your doing better.
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