Him and only Him

To think that it's all over.
To know that the outcome is who i am,
is not exactly what i would have wanted.
To be this person, the one i am, is like seeing everything you ever wanted, fall and burn to pieces. Finding him is why its better. why its easier to be myself. How I am wanted...How i am loved, in between breaths i know that he is all i want.
He has had his share of pain and loss, has had his own trials. At the end of the day he is the first person i will think of and the last as my eyes close and i dream. The first person I say good morning to. He is all I have ever wanted. I'll hold on to this for as long as i'm allowed and let him have me for as long as he chooses. In the end it all comes down to me finally being happy. Happy to have who i have always wanted. Him and only him.