so here i go...

So here i go, once again.
realized myself was my best friend
ignorance plagued
corruption played
Drugged in the back
Trapped in a shack
The doors unlocked
The only real thing holding me in was me
I'm not shocked
Never been in a fight, stop your chest pounding or i'll turn out Your light.
Bluffing? boy have you heard nothing
I'm the fool who partied and lost his mind
i'm sure it's somewhere in a ditch left behind.
Realized things are never as good as they seem
Still no excuse for anyone to be mean.
So it was time for me to come clean
what'd i do?
I bathed myself further in what we sophisticated people call obscene
Yes this is coming odd from the guy who wrote stories of metal rods,
monkey's, crazy tods, fire and laughter, all ways in insanity, built in imaginary plaster.
So here I go, stopped looked at the pen that dropped.
Typed this out from my head, comments from pricks expected to be received and read.
Hmm me... what will I do? what I always do. So if you're new get a clue.
My theory is crazy, simple as that, not lazy.
Crappy rhyme? waste of your time?
you read it, then you said it
In the end i get all the credit.
Then yawn. You can forget it.
Funny as a jester bearing Helter skelter.
Ah, the simplicity of this here written
I wonder if they'll say all is forgiven...
nonsense, or common sense
it is what it is
I finish and blow my kiss.