I told you I didn't want to see you,
I wanted nothing to do with you anymore,
You had messed with my head for far too long now
and I had to make my escape.
I tell everyone I am happier now, that freedom suits me
and I spend a day smiling a smile as fake as you,
my laugh carries on though it just disguises the truth.
In reality, at night when I fall asleep and
lay restlessly in my bed,
I am doing so while wearing your sweatshirt,
your familar scent, that horrible reminder,
is the only thing that allows me a peaceful sleep.


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