Vulgar Expression (warning, vulgar!!)

Its when the people in the world get you down,
when they drive you up,
when they pick you up just to slam you down,
What is the fucking deal?

Its all some sort of a fucking game to them!
Those fucking cunts, those fucking bastards!
Enjoyment is breaking down another human,
one of the own fucking species,
You little shit, why dont you dance?
OBEY my fucking strings of deceit!

The hollow hearts of many border on what is right,
and right is whatever you want it.
No god fucking anywhere will stop the chaos we caused,
seems that humanity did it, humanity has to fucking clean!
People honestly believe some weird ass shit.

I see people that believe in god totally,
This unseen deity that rules the fucking universe!
Yet, what strikes me odd is how people can watch others suffer,
to watch fucking people die and only pray.
They think that the power of prayer will help them?
You cant do shit unless you help yourself!
Get off your fucking lazy ass and help those around!
If there is a god in heaven, he would be disappointed.

I mean, here are people,
Mother Theresa is one of them,
That sacrificed herself for the world, and you know what?
She prayed yes, but she backed it up! She did stuff!
She helped out other people, she nearly died helping others,
I am curious how the fucking world would be,
If there were many more like her?

Its laughable though, the way I see it, we are a damned race,
The sheep that wandered to far from the whole,
and now is simply fodder for the wolf.
Well, that fucking sucks, but we can change.

Humanity is dark, and very twisted at times,
people thirst for power, for possessions,
and it means nothing when you die, you will fucking lose it!
So thinking that you will make life easier for yourself is selfish,
as, people will always suffer, and the rich get always richer.

The thing is as I write, why the fuck do I care?
The truth is, I do not care for the race,
I honestly could live by myself, in a fucking hut, away from society,
from corruption, from people.
My regret would be not changing the world, leaving love.
My regret of leaving friends that are dear to me
My regret of breaking hearts of those that loved me.

I dont know what I would do...

The trouble with viewing the world as a fucking negative, is...
RAW EMOTION!
Dear fucking god, its everywhere! You see the negative, and,
It destroys you! I mean, you see pain then joy, you become pain,
that pain becomes a shelter for you,
that pain becomes an outlet,
It becomes what you want to think you can feel.
I feel pain, so others do not have to.
I only want my loved ones to be happy,
for them to be full of joy so I can find peace that I did something in my life,
something that was worth so much, so much more then anything else,
better then getting a new car, better then a million bucks,
I am only good when my friends and loved ones are happy,
then i am happy.

I do not need much, only a friend,
I do not need much, only an ear,
I do not need much, only a new world
I do not need much, a new world for people to be happy.
I do not need much, a world where sorrow does not exist.

A change in the hearts of men is what I want, but I simply do not see it.
At least...not in my lifetime.

-Blakthorn