I care,when I know I shouldn't
I hate my memory, and my sentimental self
I despise these promises I made to myself..ill be okay I said even though I know that I won't
I'm stuck in my mind a colorless world. trying to hide from this place we call life.
It sucks that the world is lost and can not see it for what it really is
it sucks that my best friend is lost in fantasy world can not find her way out still has false hope even though the facts hit her in the face day in day out.
even though I see the truth there is still nothing I can do but drain my soul with the tears that fall from my sadden eyes which I hide behind my mask of hatred,rage and glossy hair
these nightmares,feelings and paranoia out of my control
its love that creates these emotions that drive me into delirium
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