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THESE FEELINGS IM HAVING
THEY ARE DRIVING ME INSANE
I CANT STAND TO THINK ABOUT ANYTHING
CUZ ALL IT DOES IS TEND TO BOTHER ME IN SOME WAY
I CANT SEEE WHY I HAVE DRASTIC MOOD CHANGES
SO NOW IM WRITING THIS
FROM ANGRY TO SAD
TO HAPPY OR DEPRESSED
I CANT STAND TO THINK ABOUT THIS MUCH LONGER
CUZ I MIGHT JUST GO INSANE

I DONT SEE WHERE MY LIFE IS HEADING
ITS LIKE MY ROOLERCOASTER HAS GONE HAY-WIRE
I FEEL LIKE A WRECK AND NO ONE IS FIXING IT
I CANT SEE WHATS AHEAD NOR ANYTHING BEHIND ME EITHER
I WANT TO DISAPPEAR CUZ I HAVE NOTHING HOLDING ME HERE
I WANT TO FORGET AND BE FORGOTEN
AND NEVER HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING EVER
BUT THATS NOT ME
I HAVE WORRIES
I HAVE STRESS
I HAVE MILLIONS OF PROBLEMS AND SOME JUST KEEP GETTING WORSE
I CANT SEEM TO EVER GET A BREAK SO WHY DONT I JUST END IT NOW
YEP THATS AN IDEA
AND A GOOD ONE AT THAT
I CANT STAND TO LOOK AT MYSELF ONE MOMENT LONGER WITHOUT TAKING A KNIFE AND SLITTIN MY WRISTS
TAKING PILLS AND DOING DRUGS DONT HELP
AND I DONT KNOW WHAT EVER WILL
I JUST WANT TO FIGURE THINGS OUT
CUZ ALL I KEEO TURNING TO IS THAT
AND AT ONE POINT IT MIGHT BE THE LAST
WHO KNOWS