It's painful to say this,
but I figured you ought to know.
I can't do this any longer.
It was great, being able to talk.
I thought it would've been more.
I thought it was going to progress.
But how could I be so selfish,
as to think of my own feelings above yours?
I fought back and forth.
And now the conclusion.
I thought it would have been,
like some sort of relationship.
But it will never.
You have a partner.
You have a lover.
I can not intrude on that.
All I can see for right now,
is a huge gem of lust in my eye,
and a frown from the man in the sky.
This has to end and I wish it didn't,
because it's killing me,
just as much as I am breaking your heart.
So this is my final say.
It will no longer work.
Not even when I'm 18.
My faith is too reliant on me.
My strength is too fragile.
And for now, I am saying goodbye,
and for later, we are forever just friends.
Goodbye.
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