See other people?

I know i've lost you
And im not enough.
But im not noble enough to let you go.
But hanging on.
Will only cause me more pain in the future.
But ive always been quite the masochist.
And I ask myself.
Where did I go wrong.
Where did I fuck it all up?
Was it the cuts?
Was it the fact that I had nothing to say?
I  know im over exaggerating.
And I know I should pretend like I dont care
But I do. And i wont. Deny it.
I love you.
But now I know thats not enough
I'll love you forever.
But if you want to go, go.
And if you dont.
I dont know how I'll react.
Should i take it back?
When I know in my heart how you truly feel.
You want to explore?
Explore.
I'll hand you the fucking binoculars.
Im being truly bi polar.
For ive gone from sad to mad.
Like that.
Im pissed off.
And not so much with you.
More or less with myself.
Cause loving you isnt enough.
Wanting you isnt enough.
Being there isnt enough.
What the fuck.
Did I do to get hurt so much?
I know all you asked for was a little break.
All you asked for was some room to explore...
And im sorry I cant accept it. Cant accept that im not enough.
I thought I was doing a good job.
Turns out I suck.
IVE ALWAYS SUCKED.
And i will continue to suck.
Forever and ever.
And in conclusion to this poem.
And in response to your question.
Yes, you can see other people.
Who am I to stop you.
Who am to I say no.
Im sorry im not enough.