4 minutes of Ignorance

7:01

Floating aimlessly over that fuzzy line
Hardly able to distinguish reality from the other less solid contents of my mind
All of a sudden

7:02
The world becomes a noisy  contorted chaos that never ceases to fill you with alarm.

*Where the fuck is the snooze button!?* The thrashing and flailing of arms begins.

Silence falls heavily other than a barely audible sigh of relief.

7:03
Rolling over into a slightly different  but comfier indent in the mattress,
*Hmmmmm, was I really involved in a high speed chase, being pursued by international spies across the Australian plains in search of the last Kangeroo over the course of the night?* 

After awhile I realise *Probably not.*

Satisfied with this, the floating recommences until

7:04

I land back into bed with all happy feeling disappearing abruptly down an endless pit in my stomach.
I love you.

And now I remember you are gone.