One of those days... Sunday

My eyes are burning,
From all the tears they haven’t shed,
I’m sick of everyone saying I’m being negative,
Just because I’m finding it hard to be all hyper,

Sometimes I can’t believe,
Just how I used to act,
When I was with you,
I feel like I’m all alone,

Struggling to find answers to unasked questions,
Finding it hard to concentrate,
When all I want to do,
Is break down and cry,

I need you to hold me,
But I still remember that you’re not here,
I’m sick of looking at everything,
Through a mist of tears,

I’m faced with all the things,
I could have changed,
If I’d changed would you have stayed?
Like I hoped you would,

But only you know the truth,
And you’re not here to answer me,
Somehow it all comes back to you,
Isn’t it unfair,

How similar our break up is,
To the relationship we shared,
It still seems to be all about you,
And I’m the one left with my own stupid fears,

And I’m the one left to shed the tears,
I’m not okay, not today,
It just seems to be one of those days,
Let all my hopes and dreams crash and burn,

Let the tears fall,
Because I still can’t take anymore.