morning starts in the dark
getting up a grab my drink
three smokes and a lighter
leaving my home behind
to leave those voices behind
wind blowing strong as i turn from it
lighting my cigarette
letting it fell me
the visions start again
...
...
the day i met her
her lips pressed to mine
holding so tight
till the night
...
as i fell my body slow in that cold water
skin fells like ice
i wont make it
brother
breath
...
all alone
hear in the darkness
rocking myself sane
as the door opens
all of the ones who care
all of those worried faces
...
i am dead i am gone
i've lost so much
but some how
i'm still hear
...
i flick my cigarette
as i continue to walk
the world slowly fades
and as i leave my pain behind
all those who care
and even those you just know
i pull out my lighter turning to the wind
looking back
as fire fells my lungs


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